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Sep 16 '14
"You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell."
4:26am
7/1/14 (via everfleeting)

(Source: phyxiated)

Sep 16 '14

adjnefpwoem

I apologize for the incoherent shit that just happened in the last post. I needed a way to just mind-barf. Sorry for mind-barfing on your dash.

Tags: PSA
Sep 16 '14

kinda pouring my mind (heart?) out.

So things have been pretty shitty this past few weeks summer. Because I guess my boyfriend and I are completely over. I know it’s not the end of the world and I know that I really need to focus on school and life and pharm school and socializing but it just really, really hurts. 

It hurts because after all the emotional turmoil I went through from high school to winter of freshmen year, I really thought that this time I wouldn’t let myself be exposed so stupidly again. And yet, I cried my heart out to him and exposed every imperfection (physical and mental) I was ashamed of within the first 3 months. I told him I loved him first. Maybe that’s where I went wrong, I don’t know. Maybe just like before, he just went along with it, not realizing how sincere I was being. I just thought he would be that him? 

The worst part is that I never changed since those first three months. If anything, I just fell stupidly faster and harder while he seemed to just dip and then move upwards and onwards. 

I feel humiliated. I feel used. I feel confused. I feel numb. 

I want everything back to the way it was. To when I was the center of his life and he of mine (if that grammatically made any sense). I know that’s not healthy but I know I was happy and confident about life; I could do anything if I knew that he was going to stay by my side.

I just wish I knew why it had to be this way.

Aug 29 '14

pinmeupagainstthesky:

These, for me, are the two most depressing paintings in western history. They were painted by post-impressionist Henry de Toulouse-Lautrec, a man who, due to inbreeding, was born with a genetic disorder that prevented his legs from growing after they were broken. After being so thoroughly mocked for is appearance, he became an alcoholic, which is what eventually caused his institutionalization and death. His only known romantic relations were with prostitutes.

And then he paints something like this which is so beautiful and tender and sentimental. It seems like the couple in bed really loves each other—cares about each other. Wakes up happy to look at each other. And I see that love and passion and I wonder how lonely he must have been. I wonder how he could paint something like this without it breaking his heart. 

Maybe they say artists should create what they know, not because its unbelievable when they extend themselves beyond their experiences, but because when they pull it off with such elegance, it’s so damn unbearable to look at. I hate thinking of Lautrec, wondering about the lovers he created and knowing it was beyond his experience. Creating something that he knows is beautiful and knows he’ll never really understand. 

Aug 27 '14
"The biggest coward is a man who awakens a woman’s love with no intention of loving her."
Bob Marley (via psych-facts)
Aug 21 '14
Aug 21 '14

pizzopaps:

i’m like an npc i won’t do anything unless you interact with me

Aug 21 '14
thehpalliance:

If you use YouTube, you need to know this.
You’ve heard all these rumblings about Net Neutrality over the past several months. Let’s get real: this is about controlling online video. It is estimated that by 2017, video content will account for 80-90% of all global Internet traffic.
This isn’t just about not being able to binge-watch a series on Netflix. It’s about the future of online video as we know it.
Whether your YouTube channel is home to daily vlogs, short films, or just that one video from when the cinnamon challenge seemed like a good idea, you’re a video creator. Your content and comments help shape this community. Let’s keep it that way.
Net Neutrality means that your YouTube videos reach people at the same speed as clips from last night’s episode of the Tonight Show. It means a level playing field for video creators looking to reach an audience. But new Net Neutrality rules could mess that up.
Here’s the deal: Telecommunications companies already charge us to access the Internet through our homes and our phones. New FCC rules could allow them to also charge content providers (like YouTube, Netflix, and even PBS) for access to our eyeballs. It could create a fast lane for Jimmy Fallon’s clips, and slow lane for your YouTube videos.
It is really important that the FCC understands that online video creators care about Net Neutrality. Even if you’ve only ever uploaded ONE VIDEO, you are a creator and you have a voice.
If you can, please add your channel to our petition. We’ll deliver this to the FCC in September and demonstrate that the online video community cares about this issue. 
Sign the petition, then spread the word.

thehpalliance:

If you use YouTube, you need to know this.

You’ve heard all these rumblings about Net Neutrality over the past several months. Let’s get real: this is about controlling online video. It is estimated that by 2017, video content will account for 80-90% of all global Internet traffic.

This isn’t just about not being able to binge-watch a series on Netflix. It’s about the future of online video as we know it.

Whether your YouTube channel is home to daily vlogs, short films, or just that one video from when the cinnamon challenge seemed like a good idea, you’re a video creator. Your content and comments help shape this community. Let’s keep it that way.

Net Neutrality means that your YouTube videos reach people at the same speed as clips from last night’s episode of the Tonight Show. It means a level playing field for video creators looking to reach an audience. But new Net Neutrality rules could mess that up.

Here’s the deal: Telecommunications companies already charge us to access the Internet through our homes and our phones. New FCC rules could allow them to also charge content providers (like YouTube, Netflix, and even PBS) for access to our eyeballs. It could create a fast lane for Jimmy Fallon’s clips, and slow lane for your YouTube videos.

It is really important that the FCC understands that online video creators care about Net Neutrality. Even if you’ve only ever uploaded ONE VIDEO, you are a creator and you have a voice.

If you can, please add your channel to our petition. We’ll deliver this to the FCC in September and demonstrate that the online video community cares about this issue.

Sign the petition, then spread the word.

Aug 21 '14

spiritual-hippie-girl:

grxviity:

Eyes are distracting. You see too much. You don’t see enough.

stared at these for half an hour straight 

tiny universes, amazing

(Source: plaid-suits-and-paisley-ties)

Aug 21 '14

ethiopienne:

dragonheartedrabbit:

Going on right now in Ferguson: Police are raiding a church that has been stocked with medical supplies, food, and tear gas recovery kits for community members engaging in protests. This cannot be allowed to continue.

Stand up, speak out. 

This is real life. (x)

Aug 21 '14

socialjusticekoolaid:

Love “Da Man Wit the Chips” but Jameila White is the new “Protest MVP.” #staywoke #trill 

Aug 21 '14
Aug 21 '14
omocat:

you think THAT can hurt ME???

omocat:

you think THAT can hurt ME???

Aug 21 '14

The Legend of Zelda + Hyrule Warriors iPad Wallpaper Backgrounds requested by anonymous

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Aug 21 '14